that silent sense of content

I hate days when I just feel negative. I think I've been feeling negative all day, but I'm just noticing it now. I got out of class early, so that was nice, but it didn't put me in a good mood. I went to the library to work on stuff, but I couldn't focus. Instead of enjoying the sunny weather, I was more resentful than anything because it was making me hot and the sun was in my eyes. I moved to a spot on the other side of the library where there were no windows, but the internet was considerably slower. I decided to leave early because I was hungry and being unproductive. But not before I checked out "The Left Hand of Darkness" and "Veganomicon". And my computer charger has decided to completely stop working, because it's too much to ask that it charges my computer when I plug it in. I had to go get a new charger. That was nice, actually. I didn't eat since breakfast, so when I was walking home I picked up a can of chili beans. I made a cup of quinoa and then put in the chili beans- salt, cayenne pepper. Boom. It's pretty good.

And now I'm just sitting here, and nothing is particularly putting me in a bad mood, but nothing is putting me in a good mood.